I know I'm a sexy Barbie doll,

im so freaking happy....look pictures of "fianl fantasy VII advent children" the movie...it comes out very soon, im so happy!!!!!!!!

1st off, STOP CALLING MY SISTER A FREAKING LESBIAN, if getting realy annoying, so stop!!!!!!!!

2nd off, if your going to to put me on your friends list at least tell me who u are!

^-^kupo^-^

so.... you want me to update my LJ, well here im updating my freaking LJ.i will update when i freaking want to , and screw any one that says "delete". MY GOD PEOPLE ALL I HEAR IS "TARA UPDATE YOUR LJ" COULD ANY ONE THINK MAYBE THERES A REASON I HAVNT BEEN UPDATING. my freaking computer has been broken forever thats y i havnt been updating or i have been on. i mean i have gotten more coments on just updating than i have ever in my life. so u want to know what have been doing over the summer, well here it is...

i went to the lake and camped out there, my computer crashed, i got a B in drivers ed and a C in the driving portion, we had our porch finsh, i have been babysitting my cousins,i went to kelli jordens b-day party, i went to jessie mcbrides b-day party, went to rachel monks b-day party, been going to church, got lost going to a 16th b-day party, went to band camp and got burnt, im taking latin ballroom dancing this fall, went to dylan quiggs house, went to katrina cheesmans house, im going to my grammas house to watch a movie, im going to bobs party tomorrow, i bought dirty dancing havana night DVD, i got garden state DVD, i have $70 saved up for the first season of inuyasha, went to the fair, and broke one of the buttons off my purse which was very sad.

now...who in the hell thinks that is interesting, because if u do, your freaking crazy. mabye thats y i dont update every freaking day, because my life isnt interesting. now when i go screw a really freaking hott guy, i will update. if i have my first kiss even, i'll update. or even sumthing big happens, i'll update, but until then GET OFF MY FREAKING BACK.


yours truly

i just want everyone to know that this has been the worst week of my life! my life totally sucks butt. (so does my computer) But on the bright side my mom (for some odd reason) is spoiling the crap out of me...which rocks!

Reasons y this week sucks
1 i got cut from the riffle work in guard
2 (not going to say)
3 " "
4 " "

thats how its goin to go to about 100!
*argg*- life sucks!

if you get bored read this

"she asked a boy if he thought she was pretty...
...he said no.

she asked him if he would be there when she wanted him there...
...he said no.

She asked if he would cry if she were to leave...
....once again he responded with a no.

She had heard enough
as she walked away, tears dripping down her face
he grabs her arm and says...

i dont think your pretty, i think your beautiful!
i wont be there when you want me, i'll always be there!
and i wouldn't cry, i would die!"

*LAUGHS* life isnt like that, dont we all wish it was (well some). me and kass took apart the xbox last night because it wouldnt read the freakin disk, so we cleaned the lens then put it back together, and it worked like knew!

well im leaving now! bye

There.... i updated!

YES!....the play is over! ok so i didnt have to act but i still was just as stressed out as any one else! and if you really want to know what the whole thing was with me and kyann.... well sorry your not going to find out because i hate telling the story over and over again! well im happy for sarah because she going out with josh whitcomb (crazy, i know) but they both r happy so i guess im a little happy! even tho she needs to make up her mind on who she likes, but oh well! the play was really fun, boring back stage, but fun! when me and sarah fitch, tobis, and wever would get bored we would dance! oh yeah also nicole, then the last night sarah tobis and andrew danced....it was so cute! then after words we all went to the cast party at kyles house and watch Supertroopers, (a very nasty movie!) but it was pretty funny, but nasty! then i went home and played DDR forever w/ my sister! it was awsome!

well im going now because i still have homework and im sick of typing!

~tootles~

i would like to give a yell out to one of my best friends named alyson dant! she and a special someone like each other! it very cute so i just wanted to say very publicly "awwwwwwwwwwwww" and oh yeah.....

BRUNETTE GIRLS SUCK.... BESIDES KASSIES FERGUSON...AND A COUPLE OTHERs!

he he he... for all who get that! MAN... blondes are so hott! (like me) :)

*tootles*

i do not like jonathan humerchouser like that so leave me alone people.........friend, yes, anything else, no!!!!!!!!! all people have asked me all day is what about you and jon, are u guys going out? urrgggg.............. just leave me alone! i like one person and hes the only guys i will ever like! even if i liked jon so many freakin people are like "thats such a bad idea" then i tell then i dont like him like! then they say that i shouldnt be his friends either!!!!!!!!!! ok.... so i hold his hald every once in a great while i can hold a guys hand and not mean anything, cause guess what i dont like jon like that! *my goodness* just shut the hell up people!

*wow* im so glad i got that off my chest!

well...... im going now.......... tootles!

~xoxo~

today was (*was* key word there) goin awsome!!!!!!!! i went home and talked to jonathan humrichouser on the phone... yeah that was fun since, i hate to talk on the phone! but then when he had to get off the phone i was a little depressed, but i got over it when i started watching holes and eating cookie dough, hmmmmmm! then my mom got mad at something and now all i hear is yelling and crying but its all good, but my mom is taking it out on me! which is loads of crap! so now im on the internet taking all of the anger out of me!

anyway all this weekend i was down in bedford, indiana at a chirst camp called "camp challenged" it was fun i ment losts of new people. i didnt sleep at all because we had bugs that stung in our cabin, and i was the only one that wasnt afaid of bug so they kept me up all night saying "theres another one Tara get up there and kill it!" so thats what i did all night the first night then the next night we were all so tired that none of us cared! the funnest part was when my best friend katrina came. when we got back on sunday me and katrina went to her churchs youth group was havein a Hoe Down! that was fun since dancing is my life!

oh...and hey the funnest story happened to me today so im sitting at my lunch table and this guy gives me $61 dollars for no reason which is so weird, but im goin to give it back tomorrow!

want to know what sucks like crap, winter guard, i hate it becausenext we got practice! it seems we just got out of freakin fall guard! so in a week im no longer going to have a life! you want to know what else sucks, kyann (a guard girl) is quitting winter guard to join winter drum line, so she can be with her lover! *laughs* i heard the funniest thing today, berry, a really cute drummer guy that helps with band, told the drum line that he number one rule was that they cant date the guard girls! which is funny because all the freshmen guard girls like some one in the drum line! its crazy!!!!

well.... i got to go! i have to go to bed, plus my sister is going to update her LJ!!!!

~xoxo~
tara

i have nothing to write!!!!!!! life sucks, and it always will!!!!!!!!!

i know i havent updated my journal in a while....but ever since my birthday, (october 23, 2004)...i have been playing DDR! i got it from my parents and they also bought me a car, (well...not really) but when i do drive i will be using it! its really nice!.... right now angela is at my house playing DDR! she really good, she better than me, i suck! well.... im going to try to get them to let me play on my DDR! (there trying to get a's on all the lights) well... bye bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!


~love~
me

ok... so today is Tuesday which means 3 day until.....MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! im really happy, but what sucks is that my b-day is on state, and im having a party which means i cant watch state! ill get over it, i get presents and get to go to the mall with one of my best friends ever, Katrina, which she awsome! she a great christian who goes to kingsway, (thats a church)oh....and today mr. dure said "if ther are any guard girls that want ot be in concert band they can" and im going to play the saxophone, im really happpy about it now ill be able to be with all my friends in band all year! any so to night is movie night,they r playing star wars which i havent seen the 4th one so thats kool! well im goin to go to that.... so tootles!!!!!!!!!

~love~
tare bear

I'm sitting here at my computer doing nothing, but talking to my friends and listening to "The Postal Service"! I'm also drinking hott chocolate....hmmm its really good. Band is finally over, that means that we didnt go to state, which kinda sucks. They also held by winter guard try outs, which feakin rocks!!!!!!! A pen exploseded in my mouth, its because i was chewing on it, because one of my nervous habits are chewing on things when im nervous. I have no idea of why i was nevous, I just was. Then i went to 3rd period w/ a blue mouth! Well..... I'm going to go and do something other than this, i hate typing! I can't type worth a crap....which sucks!!!! This little entrie toke like an hour (ok...5 mins) but thats long time to sit for me!!

love
Tare Bear!

P.S. my birthday is like in 5 days (Oct. 23)